Chapter One
There drew he forth the brand [Caledfwlch],
And o’er him, drawing it, the winter moon,
Brightening the skirts of a long cloud, ran forth
And sparkled keen with frost against the hilt …
?Alfred, Lord Tennyson
Nell crouched in the ditch, twenty feet from the nearest sentry posted on the outskirts of Modred’s encampment, and trembled. Her own army lay a quarter-mile to the west behind the safety of Caer Fawr, the hillfort that had served her people for hundreds of years. For the last few days, Nell’s dreams and thoughts, awake or asleep, had been full of nothing but Arthur’s death by Modred’s hand on the field of battle. A death that, if she did nothing, would come tomorrow.
Nell bent her head in the darkness and breathed deeply, focusing on the task before her. It was no coincidence that Modred had constructed his encampment over the top of Roman ruins, which centuries ago Caer Fawr had opposed. By choosing the ruins rather than the high ground, Modred was—as at Wroxeter—basing his right to rule in historic victories. He was telling the Welsh that his kingdom was the rightful heir of the Roman Empire, just as he was King Arthur’s rightful heir, and for the Britons to defy him from Caer Fawr would be as ineffective now as it had been then.
Modred’s men were in the process of throwing up a palisade that would protect their forces from a surprise attack from the Welsh, proving Modred had learned from the disaster of Buellt. They’d cut down a great number of trees already, first to make room for the army of men at Modred’s disposal and then to provide posts for the palisade. With each tree felled, the woods receded farther from the camp. If Nell had waited any longer to approach, she would have had hardly any trees to hide in.
The nearest sentry was well forward of the torches, almost to the tree line, which made sense because the fort was lit up like day. If he were closer, he’d have no night vision at all. As it was, he was squinting towards the forest, and the stiffness in his shoulders told Nell that he was afraid. The notion gave Nell courage, because she was afraid too.
Bracing herself for the endeavor, Nell rose out of the shadows, already having pulled off the headdress that marked her as a married woman. She sauntered onto the road that led to the main entrance to the fort and strolled past the guard, who merely eyed her for a moment before waving her through. He knew her kind—or so he thought. She’d been watching the fort for some hours now. The camp followers of Modred’s great army nearly outnumbered the soldiers. It seemed as if the whole of Mercia had come to watch tomorrow’s battle—not to participate in the way that the women of Wales, many of whom would fight beside their men tomorrow, would participate—but to gawk and cheer the final triumph of Modred’s forces over Arthur’s.
And a final triumph it would be. Even without her sight, she could have foretold that. Never mind that the lords of Wales had come at Arthur’s call, the Welsh were outnumbered, as they always would be, by the great Saxon horde that filled the fields and valleys of what had once been British land—all the way to the English Channel. Their numbers were ten times greater than the population of native Britons; thus the army Modred could call upon was also ten times greater.
The moment Myrddin had told Nell that Modred’s army had arrived, and in such numbers, Nell’s decision had been made for her. The only way to win this war, the only way to ensure the survival of Wales and everyone Nell loved, was to do what she’d set out to do weeks ago. That day, she’d been waylaid by a stray party of marauding Saxon warriors, led by the now deceased Agravaine. Myrddin had rescued her from them and then been horrified when she’d finally told him her plan: she’d intended to infiltrate Modred’s castle at Denbigh, disguised as a serving maid or a whore, and when the opportunity arose, put a knife into Modred’s heart.
She hadn’t killed Modred that night, thwarted as she’d been by Myrddin. At the time, she’d tried to shake him off, but he hadn’t taken no for an answer, and she hadn’t had the will to fight him. Since that day, she and Myrddin had done everything in their power to ensure Arthur’s survival. They’d averted his death, which they’d dreamed of for two lifetimes. And still, King Arthur was back to exactly where he’d started: facing certain death on the battlefield. And this time it really would be at Modred’s hands.
As if the loss of Arthur wasn’t bad enough, it was what she knew would come afterwards that had made the decision to sacrifice herself an easy one. Although Myrddin would take Arthur’s place, he would have no choice but to call a retreat. Secure in his victory, Modred would then pursue the Welsh army through Wales, scattering the other Welsh lords and sending their armies into disarray. Sadly, even once they eventually regrouped, the lords of Wales would descend into bickering, and Myrddin wouldn’t be able to hold them together to face the Saxons when they came again. If Nell didn’t act, not only would Wales be overrun before Easter, but Myrddin and Huw would fall in battle alongside their countrymen.
That Myrddin couldn’t fill King Arthur’s shoes wasn’t a slight on Myrddin, but an indictment of the men Arthur ruled. Each one saw himself as having the potential to be high king and cared not how he achieved the throne. If nothing else, Nell understood two things. The first was that respect came with battle. Even if Arthur’s immediate allies acknowledged Myrddin’s worth, without Arthur’s guiding hand, Myrddin would not be given the time to win the support of the rest of the barons.
The second thing was that her life was a small price to pay for peace. Arthur would live. Myrddin and Huw would live. Once she killed Modred, as she should have done weeks ago, the greatest threat to Wales’ sovereignty for a generation would be eliminated.
More confident now, Nell passed the guards on either side of the not quite finished gate and entered the camp. Ahead, in the exact center, lay Modred’s tent, and Nell decided not to put this off any longer. As unconcernedly and as casually as possible, she strolled over to the open-air kitchen. There was a slight chance that someone would recognize her, since it was only a few days ago that she’d been among them at Wroxeter, but Nell’s attire and attitude were a far cry from what they had been there. She’d been a companion to King Arthur himself and the wife of Myrddin. Here, she was a serving wench at best, a whore at worst. Even if recognition of her face niggled at the back of someone’s mind, it would be difficult to place her so far out of the context in which they’d last seen her.
“I have been sent to bring food to Lord Modred,” she said in English to the cook. Nell had been raised in the borderlands between England and Wales, and her first husband had been Saxon, so she spoke the language fluently.
The head cook gave her the once-over and apparently didn’t find her wanting; his accompanying grimace was not for her. “We’re late with his meal, I know.”
“Perhaps a carafe of wine will ease him until the meat is ready,” she said.
The cook lifted his chin to point to where barrels of mead and beer waited to be tapped. “Over there. Tell Osric I sent you.”
Nell went where she was bid. In short order, she held a carafe in one hand and a tray with three goblets in the other. Somehow, she was certain that Modred would not be sleeping alone tonight. With sure steps, she weaved in and out among the fires until she approached the two men who guarded Modred’s pavilion. Twenty feet on a side, it was twice as big as those around it.
“I was sent to bring wine.”
“He’s been waiting.” The man jerked his head to indicate that Nell should enter immediately.
Now was the tricky part. Modred had stared into her face not five days ago at Wroxeter. As with the guards and kitchen staff, she was counting on her loosened hair, coarse gown, and the low light inside the pavilion to confuse him. With breath held, she ducked through the doorway. As it turned out, Modred was alone, bent over a table on which a map had been laid. Nell’s feet stuck to the bent grass that formed the floor of his quarters.
But Modred barely glanced at her. “Put it over there.” He gestured with one hand to indicate a second table near his sleeping furs.
She moved to obey, but before she could set down the tray, she found herself caught around the middle, swung around such that the carafe and goblets went flying, and thrown to the ground. As she lay on her back on the bed, Modred leapt on top of her, his expression utterly gleeful.
“I never forget a face, my dear.”
Even as Nell reached for the knife in her boot with which she’d intended to kill Modred, he pulled his own knife from the sheath at his waist and thrust it downwards towards her throat—